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Question of the day

2009-02-01T09:04:00.001+01:00

Or question of the morning or of the evening or whatever

Am i really not worth persuing ? (persuing meaning making an effort to get me)

jaja

2008-04-16T00:37:00.002+02:00

jaja, hier ben ik weer, en k denk da iedereen ondertussen al wel door heeft wa da wilt zeggen: i'm feeling like shit. in deze editie: de blijkbaar jaarlijkse lentedepressie en onverwacht liefdesverdriet. jaja, ongelooflijk als het lijkt, ik kwam, ik zag, ik werd verliefd en wonder boven wonder t was wederzijds. op zich al een half mirakel, nog verrassender was dat het maar bleef duren. nuja, voor mij wilt da ni bepaald veel zeggen, de langste relatie die ik hiervoor gehad had duurde 10 weken, om maar een idee te geven. ma bon, na drie maanden was k nog altijd even verliefd als in t begin.. misschien zelfs een beetje meer.. maar dan begon alles zowa bergaf te gaan, ni van mijn kant maar van die van hem. dus drie weken - bijna 4 weken - geleden stelde ik De Vraag: "ziet ge mij nog graag" en hij kon ni ja zeggen. dusjah. da was Het Eind. en sindsdien.. nuja.. in de paasvakantie heb k stage gedaan, dus k had ni echt veel tijd om te veel na te denken.. maar nu.. nu k eigenlijk terug gewoon les heb.. krijg k niks meer gedaan. ma echt niks meer. t enige da k doe is filmkes kijken en lezen. naar de les gaan, vergeet t; gewoon buiten iets gaan doen, geen zin in, of sebiet; koken en afwassen, weet ge nog iets.. ik verdoe mijn dagen me niksdoen, k voel me daar enorm schuldig over en k geraak ni in gang om er iets aan te doen. en ik mis hem.. zo hard..

Right

2007-04-24T20:25:00.000+02:00

Forgot to mention that I'm currently also feeling pretty bad physically... I've never been ill for this long before (it started last Monday...) Normally it takes me 3 days to get over the worst of it & 4 more days to shake off the lingering feeling of not-well being.. Not this time though.

(I'm not going to mention that I only came home from partying at 7.40am Sunday (or Saturday for me) and that I only slept like 3 hours. It obviously has nothing to do with it. Unbopsibly.)

Once more whining

2007-04-24T20:12:00.000+02:00

Yes, I know, I'm always whining when I post here, but well.. that's what it's for I guess..

I got my exam schedule Monday. It looks extremely horrible.. I have 3 exams 4/6, 2 exams 5/6, 4 (yes, FOUR!!) exams 8/6 and a last (lost..) one 18/6. WHAT THE HELL IS UP WITH THAT ? OK, I am an exception, it is not a normal curriculum, but does that mean I have to SUFFER like this? Well, at least I'll be rid of them soon..

Next to that comes the realisation that i can't possible pass my German exams. They're too demanding.. Not that I won't try.. Trust me, I will, but well.. chances of actually making it are like.. 0,01 %.. and that's optimistic thinking..

I'm constantly assaulting myself with would haves and should haves, feeling very disappointed with myself. I have no character. No discipline. No desires strong enough for me to do what's needed. Basically, I'm weak. And I hate it. Thoroughly.

I don't want to lose my radio :(

2007-03-04T01:21:00.000+01:00

New Royalty Rates For Internet Radio, Say Good-Bye to Internet Radio

/me goes boing boing !

2007-02-20T18:10:00.002+01:00

In case the title's not enough for you... I'm whiiiiiiii happyyyy for some reason, and actually have been for the last couple of days. You see, no news is good news ;)

/me goes boing boing some more !

Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles

2007-02-18T05:23:00.000+01:00

Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
Heroes in a half-shell
Turtle power!

They're the world's most fearsome fighting team (We're really hip!)
They're heroes in a half-shell and they're green (Hey - get a grip!)
When the evil Shredder attacks
These Turtle boys don't cut him no slack!

Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles

Splinter taught them to be ninja teens (He's a radical rat!)
Leonardo leads, Donatello does machines (That's a fact, Jack!)
Raphael is cool but crude (Gimme a break!)
Michaelangelo is a party dude (Party!)

Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
Heroes in a half shell
Turtle power!

AND there's going to be an animated movie ! whiiiiii

OK

2007-02-15T00:11:00.001+01:00

I've had the worst of the breakdown. The rest will solve itself in time.

Now just hope I don't come down with the flue in the meanwhile...

Mental breakdown...

2007-02-14T22:54:00.001+01:00

... like now

I hate this.

Grades...

2007-02-14T15:56:00.000+01:00

At the time I got 2 grades back: I scored 9,5/20 on my 1st year Dutch course (I knew I'd either pass barely or fail barely) and 7/20 on my 2nd year German-Dutch translating exam, which is pretty good seeing as we had to study vocabulary (1/3 of the points) & I had no idea..

So, so far I'm not complaining!

Whas wrong?

2007-02-14T14:06:00.000+01:00

It's kind of hard to explain why I'm not happy.. I know I have very little reason to be unhappy, but well, here I am, not being happy anyway.. It's a combination of little things I guess..

First there's school, which is demanding to say the least, combined with the not feeling in place in any of the groups there, as I constantly skip from group to group.
Then there's the financial troubles (not only my own personal troubles - I'm slowly getting as broke as it gets - but also the ones my parents are having being laid off & retired with two studying kids & a mortgage to pay) combined with the fact that I should start looking for a job but am too lazy & am not up for it right now due to all the work for school I should be doing.
Thirdly we have my mom & best friend not being too happy either at the moment.
Also in the last few years I started getting winter depressions due to a lack of light or whatever.
It's also important for me to claim my life back from the big monster called sleep. My body's not happy with "just" 8 hours any more, it wants 10 or 11 & even then I don't feel completely awake. (I'm hoping sports will solve this one for me.)
And to top it off (how cliche to write this on valentine's day..) I'm single.

If it were just one of them I'd be perfectly able to deal with it, but as it is, it's a bit too much..

Not happy

2007-02-13T17:47:00.001+01:00

I'm not happy, blog. Not Happy.

That's all I have to say at the moment

Tomorrow, tomorrow

2007-01-23T19:57:00.000+01:00

Tomorrow I have another exam, but it's not really registering in my brain. I feel like I still got loaaads of time. Not that it matters much, it's in the afternoon & it's English grammar, so I guess I'll be fine anyway. Not going to do a big deal of studying for it. But Friday.. AARGH how I fear Friday! Two German exams on one morning. It's gonna hurt like hell. I'll most likely get a ticket for the reruns in August/September. Man, am I looking forward to that.. BUT after tomorrow's exam, I'll be over half! Finally! It feels like I've been having exams or been preparing for them for like forever. FOR-EVER!

I'm sick of it, sick of it, sick of it!!!

On the good side, in a week and two days I'll be rid of exams till end of May. Which is almost 4 months, great.. *sighs*

Oral exams..

2007-01-22T09:37:00.000+01:00

What I really hate about oral exams is that I'm one of the first in the alphabet, (my last name starts with B..) which means that I'm always one of the first to go in there. In itself not really a problem, it's just one of the first to go in is always Very early in the morning. I'm not functional at 8.30 am! My body just isn't made for being awake that early.

I just got back from my English lit exam. It didn't go as well as I hoped it would, But I got the grades for my essay back. I scored 17/20. Sooo, to pass I only had to get a 3/20 this time, which I'm pretty sure I got. I do think my teacher was a little disappointed that my exam wasn't as good as my essay, can't be sure though..

Anyway, I'll let my parents know how it went and take a nap..

yawn

2007-01-22T00:47:00.000+01:00

I want to go to bed, but I'm still rereading the last chapter of my English lit course.. I guess I should have started earlier.. Yet another whoops & uh-ow! (My life is full of them *G*)
But I already took a nap, so all will be fine :)

I'll have to go shopping tomorrow, I almost completely ran out of fruit & veggies: I have 1 mandarine, 1 kiwi, 1 carrot and 1 tomato left.
I do have 2 apples laying in the fridge, but they've been there for such a long time I doubt they're still edible. I'll have to check some time soon though..

Oven!

2007-01-21T19:25:00.000+01:00

I forgot to mention that I recently got an oven! It's a very tiny one, combined with a toaster, that kind of thing, but after not having an oven at all, this is a major improvement. Today for examply I had turkish bread with mozarella & tomato & basil & olive oil in the oven, extremely yummie, and a hamburger with molten cheese on it.. so good..

It's a pity it's not big enough to bake a pizza in, but well, it'll do ;)

LONG LIVE THE OVEN !

"Why Men Want Women To Be Inferior" by Virginia Woolf

2007-01-21T17:38:00.000+01:00

"Women have served all these centuries as looking glasses possessing the magic and delicious power of reflecting the figure of man at twice its natural size. Without this power probably the earth would still be swamp and jungle... Mirrors are essential to all violent and heroic action. That is why Napoleon and Mussolini both insist so emphatically upon the inferiority of women, for if they were not inferior, they would cease to enlarge."
from 'A Room of One's Own', p. 35

I feel like shopping!

2007-01-21T12:49:00.000+01:00

Really, why is it always on a Sunday that I feel the sudden urge to go out and buy clothes ?! Shops are closed on Sundays!!! It's also very stupid that we haves sales in Belgium now. Well, not stupid, but completely unfair to college & uni students, who have exams now and have to study. My last exam is actually the day after the sales end.

UNFAIR UNFAIR UNFAIR !!!

I need new clothes too !

So I guess I'll have to take time out to do some shopping. I'm pretty sure all the good things will have been taken though.. *shows a very sad look*

Ah well...

Stray thought

2007-01-21T01:58:00.001+01:00

I really want to dye my hair again some time soon. It's starting to get light again..

Right!

2007-01-21T00:14:00.000+01:00

Forgot to mention that my exams went ok, or at least ok enough :D
Next one Monday.. But English literature, so I don't really mind. Interesting stuff.. I couldn't put myself to studying today though, and I don't really understand why not. I've actually been pretty bored most of the day, so now I'm feeling like "I should have studied, I wouldn't have been this Bored!"
I am kind of nervous about my German lit exam Friday.. But well, still got time for that !

And it was really nice to have mom & dad visiting yesterday. We went out shopping and then ate Greek, very yummie! Since I'm living in a student room, it's really much & many nicer to see my parents back. We don't really have arguments any more and even if we do, we're just happy to see each other at the end of the week. I'm now really starting to realize how much I love them. (That's a good thing, isn't it?)

Oh oh! And Saturday I'm going to a beauty parlor with my mom for a facial treatment. I really hope something can finally be done about my acne, I got special pills, but they're taking a goddamn long time starting to work! (I've been taking them for over 2 months and there's some improvement, but not nearly enough!)

My favorite poem

2007-01-21T00:11:00.000+01:00

I'm sure many of you already know this is my favorite poem, I love to quote it every once in a while (I know the first paragraph by heart, it is in my opinion the most true)

Philip Larking - This Be The Verse

They fuck you up, your mum and dad.
 They may not mean to, but they do.
They fill you with the faults they had
 And add some extra, just for you.

But they were fucked up in their turn
 By fools in old-style hats and coats,
Who half the time were soppy-stern
 And half at one another's throats.

Man hands on misery to man.
 It deepens like a coastal shelf.
Get out as early as you can,
 And don't have any kids yourself.

Too fucking early..

2007-01-19T08:00:00.000+01:00

It's 8am, I'm drinking my coffee and smoking my ciggie. Take-off in 4 mins.

Finally

2007-01-19T01:35:00.000+01:00

I can go to bed..

I'm gonna be a zombie tomorrow.

I just googled myself...

2007-01-18T23:35:00.000+01:00

An idea I got from the course I'm studying.. (There are much and many off the mark cartoons in it, at least they're pretty interesting..)

So I just googled myself.. And apparently I have an exact namesake somewhere in Denmark.

Freaky.

I thought one of me was quite enough to be honest !

Whoops & uh-oh..

2007-01-18T23:03:00.000+01:00

Remember what I said about tomorrow's exams? Yeah? Well, now I've really gone & done it.. It is now 11pm and I still have to study most of it.

I went out for food with Lies, then we visited Isabel for a while and after that we watched the last 3 episodes of Heroes that are available so far.

Yes, this is what I call a "whoops & uh-oh".

By the way..

2007-01-18T16:30:00.000+01:00

I'm hungryyyyy

Feed me, feed me !!

Studying feels so useless..

2007-01-18T16:01:00.000+01:00

I have 2 exams tomorrow.

The first one counts for 1/5 of the total course. Not that much.. The other grades I have to earn by writing an essay. It has to be finished 12/3 and I haven't even started on it yet. *sigh*

The second exam is for 3/5 of the grades. We already had a test for the other 2/5 and I scored 19,5/20. So, i still need to score 5,5/30 to pass. Not bad huh ?

Are you surprised to hear that I'm totally not motivated to study for tomorrow's exams? No? I didn't think you'd be..

TetriNET addiction

2007-01-18T02:45:00.000+01:00

Yes, you understand correctly. Exams are here & I'm fully addicted to TNet again. And worse of all is that I'm actually starting to get really good at it, so well, little incentive to stop and actually do something useful (like studying). I feel so guilty for not having done anything.. But at the same time I really don't want to do anything either. I'm just so sick of it already.. And that's really a bad thing, cause my parents are really investing in this and I really do want to get the extra degree.. But.. I just can't set myself to it, you know? I'm fine once I got started. I'll stay focused for at least like.. half an hour.. and then my mind wanders again. Or I start yawning so badly I get tears in my eyes and can't read on. Or I "happen to look" at my msn and someone said something. Or.. too many or's..

I think I'm really winter-tired again. I need some light to make me awake again! I think man was originally designed to hibernate or something, and that lingers in our system somehow. I'll try tanning beds again next week. That's what I did last year, and it really helped. Mind, this has nothing to do with wanting a tan, it's just that I need the light & heat. Not that I've been cold this winter, it's just so damn dark all the time.

Starting next week, I'll do much & many sports too. I'm too physically inactive to be able to mentally concentrate for long.

And now I really have to go to bed..

Weird

2007-01-16T13:31:00.000+01:00

I slept long, I slept good & I'm still exhausted. Can't keep my eyes open, which is sort of annoying since I want to study & all... And I can't keep from yawning. Maybe I shouldn't have had breakfast.. Eating makes me tired.. (apparently..)

Oh, and I only have a bit of muscle ache in my belly, none at all in my butt. Very surprising.. I just hope it's not a delayed reaction & that it'll start hurting tomorrow.. njeh..

sigh

2007-01-15T23:34:00.000+01:00

Well, exam was multiple choice, so I'm not going to say how it went. Cause I have no clue whatsoever. But anyway, I did it !

I even managed to sleep decently, despite the fact that I'm completely jet lagged compared to the rest of the world. (Yes, I am a creature of the night. Fear me! Or not, whatever..) I just kept telling myself I was just taking a nap.. And it worked ! Whiiiii!!

And tonight, I went out for sports. Yes, sports! I took a group lesson called "butt & belly" (you're allowed to laugh now..) It was ok, but not really superfun. BUT at least I'm moving again! I'll take a spinning course next week, after that I'll see.. I'll probably keep doing sports though, moving feels right. Man's not made to sit behind a desk all day!

Exams tomorrow..

2007-01-14T18:08:00.000+01:00

My exams start tomorrow & I'm already sick and tired of studying for them. Bad, bad, bad.. BUT I'll be fine ! And if I'm not, I'll just go back in August & be fine then. No stress, no panic :D

In other news, I currently have a kiwi & carrot addiction, so very yummie :D and a lot healthier than eating candy & chocolate all the time. (Yes, I am one of those people who have to eat while they study ;) )

KIWI
CARROT
WHIIIIIIII

Enlightenment

2007-01-13T02:43:00.000+01:00

Well, I'm studying German literature at the moment and I found something this world actually needs to have again: the age of enlightenment. Too many people these days are just part of the flock...

Immanuel Kant:
"Aufklärung ist der Ausgang des Menschen aus seiner selbstverschuldeten Unmündigkeit. Unmündigkeit ist das Unvermogen, sich seines Verstandes ohne Leitung eines anderen zu bedienen. Selbstverschuldet ist diese Unmündigkeit, wenn die Ursache derselben nicht am Mangel des Verstandes, sondern der Entschließung und des Mutes liegt, sich seiner ohne Leitung eines anderen zu bedienen. Sapere aude! Habe Mut, dich deines eigenen Verstandes zu bedienen! ist also der Wahlspruch der Aufklärung."

EDIT: I'll try to translate this sometime soon, right now I don't really have the time.. But soon !!

HUNGERRR

2007-01-13T01:51:00.000+01:00

Oh my God I'm so damn hungry ! And I ate loads for dinner.. but well, it being 2am might have something to do with it of course.. it's really past time for a midnight snack. I already tried having an apple and it worked for a bit, but now.. man.. my tummy craaaaves food.. and not potato chips or something.. I have those laying around here & I totally do not feel like having them..

Why do I have to be picky when I'm hungry??

Oh I know what I want.. and I'm going to get it..

I WANT CHOCOLATE !!!

And here I am again !

2007-01-10T03:26:00.000+01:00

Not venting this time, at least not really ;)

I'll just.. iono.. whine a bit I guess.. Actually I should be going to bed about now, but well, I just don't feel like it, so I'll spam my blog a bit (I've been made to understand that not spamming your blog regularly is bad manners.. And we can't have bad manners, now can we?)

I'll spam a bit about what my days are like lately.. For starters, they're filled with guilt. Now you'll think guilt? What kind of guilt? Such a nice sweet girl can't be guilty of anything now can she? (ahem.. *G*) Well, I am guilty. I am guilty to the great sin of sloth.
So instead of spending my days studying as I should, I spend them basically doing nothing useful, acting as if I still have holidays. Which, as you might have figured already, shouldn't be the case. My exams start on Monday and there's only one exam I actually prepared for. ONE. Out of NINE. So you see, I am guilty.
Also I am quite concious of the fact that I smoke too much. I bought a new pack yesterday evening and it's gone. GONE! I smoked an entire pack in 24 hours. Let me tell you people, this is BAD. I think I'll refrain from buying new ones as long as I can. Which probably won't be that long.
And to top things off, I catch myself dreaming of a relationship. Yes, you read correctly, a relationship. And honestly, I don't know why. I don't have time for a relationship and I really don't want to make time for it. Or that's at least what I tell myself. I'm just too lazy for a relationship to work out. (Yes, sloth again.. truly my favorite sin *G*) And I admit I'm afraid of being "caged" again. But STOP! This is starting to look a lot like venting & that's not what I had in mind for today! ;)

Hmm let's see, what else can I spam about?

Well, I think I'll eat durum tomorrow! I've actually been saying that for about.. 2 weeks now? and still I haven't had any.. I'm just too lazy to leave the house to go get it. Not that it's far away or anything, I'm just too lazy.. Gennie, my dear, if you happen to read all this, where can I get the best durum in town? ;) Right now I get it at the thingy closest to me, and it's pretty yummie, but I might feel adventurous (& active!) and drive around the city to find the yummiest :)

Right, that's something else I can say! I really need to take up sports again. And this time not because I'm fat or not happy with my body or whatever, just for the sake of moving. I'm starting to feel more and more like a plant, and having worked out last year apparently really helped against that. So, I should fight sloth and find something nice to do.. maybe yoga? hmm no not enough moving.. something that really wears me out.. absolutely NOT running, driving a bike or fitness, that appears to just not work for me.. Something where an entire group of people -usually mostly women- jumps around like idiots. Yes. But not aerobics. No.. Something where I'm almost obligated to go to. Yes. Time to browse the net for a nice workout!

Venting

2007-01-07T22:13:00.000+01:00

Well it's an incredibly long time since i last used this thing, so long ago i can't even remember when my last post was.. but well, here i am again, and of course because there are some things i have to get off my chest.

For those who happen to read this & don't know me, i'm almost 24 and i've been single for the biggest part of my life, due to different reasons which i won't sum up here (let's just say one of them is that i'm picky.. really really picky ;) )

But anyway, as you might already have suspected, this venting post is about my singleness. I don't mind being single. I love the freedom to do what i want, when i want to do it, with whoever i want to do it with. Basically, i love to be able to make my own choices without anyone interfering and nagging that i'm making the wrong choice or whatever. But unfortunately.. and naturally.. being single has some huge downsides. The one that disturbed me most is the lack of physical contact. I sorely miss sleeping next to someone and waking up next to that person. It's not even about sex, i can deal with a life without sex (well i think at least, i'm doing pretty good so far), i just can't live with the physical solitude which is - in my opinion at least - socially laid down on singles. Can you imagine a friend walking up to you & saying "hi, how are you ? good ? nice ! well, i had something to ask you.. you know, i was just wondering if you'd want to sleep with me tonight, i just don't want to sleep alone for once." ok, i admit, people probably already think i'm a freak, but that doesn't mean i want to go that far. Not to forget about all the "what ifs". What if you happen to ask the wrong person to sleep with you and he/she expects sth more than just sleeping ? which, to be honest, could perfectly well be expected from like about anyone. Ah crap i'm going in circles.. And actually it all comes down to just one question:

Is it really freaky not to want a partner, but just to want someone to sleep next to you?

o right

2006-06-10T15:29:00.000+02:00

right now i'm sleepy & i have a mild headache. go medicin...

Hay fever

2006-06-10T15:24:00.000+02:00

Yes, i have hay fever, and yes, i hate it, so i take medicin not to be too badly affected.

Uit de bijsluiter:
"Dit geneesmiddel kan soms hoofdpijn, droge mond en slaperigheid uitlokken.
Andere ongewenste effecten werden eveneens gemeld: keelpijn, buikpijn, gestoorde spijsvertering, misselijkheid, krachteloosheid, neusbloeding, slapeloosheid, neusontsteking, ontsteking van de sinussen."

Sounds good doesn't it ? (for those among you who don't speak dutch, it's all the bad things that can happen to you when you take the damn pills.)

Nuit blanche or 3 hours of sleep ?

2005-10-26T23:30:00.000+02:00

that's about all i'll get tonight
all cause the FUCKING teachers want their FUCKING assignments BEFORE the FUCKING break so that THEY have time to correct it

what about us, the students ?

don't we deserve some time to do our work decently and still have sth fairly similar to a social life? All those ppl claiming that the "student years were the best years of their life" are FUCKING BULLSHITTING ME. Or, of course, times have changed, and student life isn't the lazy life it used to be.

I can feel my hairs turning gray. I'll be gray at 25, white at 30. I'll constantly have to dye my hair. Though i SO hope working life is less shitty than student life. If it isn't, i'm gonna find myself a nice bridge to jump off from.

Anyway, here i go again...

All i wanna do is crawl in bed & sleep till christmas.

Talk about neglected...

2005-10-24T01:05:00.000+02:00

Well, here i am again... though i honestly don't think i'll update this thing often, i'm sort of busy lately (yeah, i finally got myself a "real life"... sort of)

Eh lately i've been doing sports on mondays & thursdays (quite an achievement coming from scratch), plus i drive my bike to the train station every morning. Go me!

School's hell. I have heaps to do & barely enough time to do it in. I keep telling ppl to chill, but i get nervous breakdowns myself (i actually took a duvet day last thursday.. sort of an important day too actually.. 6 hours of FUCKING french.. please.. don't make fun of me :( ... )

Tuesday my swedish classes will start too (see what i mean when i say busy?)

Well, and if THAT's not enough, i try to keep my social life going as well. Meaning i go out in the weekends, i still work in the bakery on sundays (in this category since i need money to sponsor my social life..), i try to have some time of my own (if i don't have this, i actually do break down..)

I'll be happy when the autumn holiday's here. Only one more week ! One more week of pure torture, of being amazingly busy, of not sleeping much.. (yes, i do know myself by now... :p)

But anyway, i guess i'll go to bed now, there's not much more useful i can do right now (too much yawning & stuff..)

O.. it's fairly certain that i'll go to hannover for my internship. The internationalisation department sent me a mail saying that i can expect a phonecall from a german company. The school in hannover is looking for an internship for me & they might want to do an interview. So i'll have to talk on the phone in GERMAN.. talking german is one thing, calling in german is quite another (i sort of hate telephones you see..) An other thing that keeps my mind occupied....

Anyway, really time for bed now

Nighty night & hasta the next time!

2005-09-11T06:23:00.000+02:00

i'm home !

i wanna go back

berlin berlin

2005-09-02T16:40:00.000+02:00

it s incredible how cheap food in berlin is.. you can have a complete meal for like only € 3,5..
unfortunately the bread is unedible. the first time i ate it i thought it was ok
the second time i thought it was horrible...
hmmm i forgot what else i wanted to say
and now it is time for me to go

o
i remembered
i HATE german keyboards
they SUCK

2005-08-14T04:19:00.000+02:00

i know, i know, i've been totally neglecting my poor dear blog..

i promise that one day soon i'll post an update about what i did in amsterdam & lille & what happened to me apart from that

but right now all i wanted to say is that once more, i have a crush. (which is sort of an exception, i don't have crushes that easily)
and now, i'm wondering what to do with it / about it. i mean, i like him, i liked him the very first time i saw him (ok i admit, i'm a sucker for crush on first sight) and i actually still liked him the second time i saw him (that's usually the exception). i'm not sure if i have a chance though, for some reason i don't think i'm his type.. plus i'm chicken.. soo afraid of rejection..
so now i'm sort of at a loss... what to do, what to do.. (first one who says "talk to him, tell him how you feel", i knock out!)

2005-07-06T04:01:00.000+02:00

saw "The Pacifier" today (it was the last day in the movies), man i wanna see that one again !

such a disney movie.. hihi

bought my bustickets ! Amsterdam & Lille, watch out cause here i comeee !

hum

2005-07-04T18:07:00.000+02:00

let me see..

graspop was v nice, just tons too hot (constantly over 30°, friday it was even 39°)

colored lenses aren't that nice since they're off center.. bummer..

going to amsterdam next weekend and to lille the weekend after that

hooray, hooray, it's a jolly holiday !

bloblo left for > a month.. who will i annoy at night now ?

nothing else to report (i think)

2005-06-23T19:04:00.000+02:00

i hate packing

i feel like i forgot lots of stuff, though i'm pretty sure i didn't

too bad colored contacts had to be ordered, or i would have worn them tomorrow
brown eyes <3

2005-06-22T23:40:00.000+02:00

o

graspop day after tomorrow ! <3

2005-06-22T23:38:00.000+02:00

had a great day, but i'm a bit bored now..

don't feel like posting much though

2005-06-20T18:41:00.000+02:00

maybe i passed
maybe i didn't

i think i did better than the girl who had her exam before me
but i'm not sure
i'm not that good at french after all
and i couldn't really reply to the questions.. so now i wonder whether the important thing was that you could talk or that you knew what was in your course.
ah well

one more to go, access & excel
thank go we have that in the morning, i hope the room isn't too frigging hot
i melted my ass of in the train today, i was litterally dripping with sweat.. very ewie. i think i'll take a cold shower soon.. that's gonna feel sooo good!

(btw, it's about 35° outside.. in the shade.. imagine what it's like in a friggin train that's absolutely full of ppl..)

2005-06-20T09:28:00.000+02:00

well i didn't manage to finish the reading assignment thingy yesterday
didn't manage to study everything i should have either
so now i have exactly 4 hours left to do all that crap, plus eat

wish me luck, i'll fucking need it.

2005-06-19T10:58:00.000+02:00

it's sunday & i still haven't really studied.. which means that i only have today & tomorrow to study All my french stuff (ok i did read a part yesterday, aint that great ?).
Can't i just like lay down & die ?
or fall asleep now & wake up tuesday afternoon ? i would do that if it didn't mean doing exams again in august/september.
sooo now i'm gonna start on my reading assignment (i got up at 8.30 to start on it.. it's 11 now & guess what i did? that's right! NOTHINGGGG)
MERDE
TABARNAAAC

bleh

2005-06-17T22:02:00.000+02:00

my legs hurt, iono why

exam this morning was ok, but not fantastic

don't wanna study french, i've kinda had it with exams, but if i don't pass now, i can do it all again & i certainly don't wanna do that..

well

life's a bitch

hmm

2005-06-16T19:09:00.000+02:00

[15:48:08] Angelotje: hmmm
[15:48:16] Angelotje: je veux voyager beaucoup
[15:48:30] bloodysu: moi aussi :P
[15:48:31] Angelotje: parce qu'on n'apprend pas tellement beaucoup à l'école
[15:48:37] bloodysu: c'est vrai ca
[15:48:41] Angelotje: je veux vivre dans les autres pays
[15:48:50] bloodysu: mais, je ne veux pas voyager comme touriste
[15:48:57] Angelotje: et apprendre la langue par habiter là-bas
[15:48:57] bloodysu: je veux travailler dans des pays différents
[15:49:04] bloodysu: pour apprendre la culture là bas
[15:49:26] Angelotje: erm
[15:50:09] Angelotje: ok
[15:50:15] bloodysu: eheh..., mais je dois d'abord économiser un peu :)
[15:50:27] Angelotje: ah
[15:50:44] Angelotje: t'as vraiment dit exactement la meme chose en meme moment ? :S
that was just freaky...

i shaved ! go me !

o my o my

2005-06-16T15:05:00.000+02:00

good thing i have ppl who read this thing to tell me i should post every once in a while. it's only 6 DAYS AGO that i posted the last one ! not a WHOLE WEEK ! tssk

well, exam update.. english interpreting was loooong, it's pretty hard to keep focused on listening, translating & talking at the same time for 30 mins. But it was ok. looking forward to more interpreting classes next year <3

today i had my spanish exam.. well.. i guess i passed.. iono.. not sure though.. we'll see.. i don't care to be honest.. don't like spanish all that much..

tomorrow is french interpreting exam.. don't feel like it.. don't feel like studying.. very happy that it only starts at 10am (since my last name starts with B, i'm the first in the class.. hooray.. *sigh*).. well, gotta do this one real good, since i'll most likely fail the normal french one.. not all that good at french.. & don't like it.. so.. *shrug*

apart from all this boring school stuff..
let me see..
very addicted to the internet..
not doing nearly as much (study) work as i should..
looking forward to next tuesday very much..
bought a white skirt friday.. (sometimes i amaze myself..)
i should shave..

You gotta love English..

2005-06-10T18:29:00.000+02:00

omg my exam was so cool, i totally hadn't studied enough & stuff, but since it was an oral exam, i was like "whateverrrrr, i'll talk my way out of it". & i did. hahaha
at a certain time he actually said "what you know from the course actually isn't sufficient, but since your english is so good, i couldn't live with myself if i failed you". hahahahahahahahahahahaha

English i <3 you !

hmm

2005-06-09T10:31:00.000+02:00

seems like this getting up early thing is starting to get a habit..
feels like i'm getting old...
or maybe i just sleep too much

iono

2005-06-09T00:09:00.000+02:00

iono how my exam went
iono how i'm feeling
iono what's wrong with me
iono why i sleep so much & still feel like a wreck
iono why i have this feeling of impending doom

i just.. don't.. know..

Oops

2005-06-08T11:07:00.000+02:00

My exam is in like 2,5 hours & i did nothing of revising or anything (it was the plan to do that...), so it might turn out to be rather disastrous. I'm hoping for my "language feeling" to be my salvation. I'll work around it.. (or try to at least :p ) & i'll revise my tenses on the train.. that'll have to do..
anyway
wish me luck *g*

Earlyyyy

2005-06-07T10:26:00.000+02:00

I got up like an hour ago (very early for me !!) & i should start studying for tomorrow's exam. I DON'T WANNA !!! (what else is new..)

I found out what time my spanish exam is yesterday... it's at 8.30 AM... sooooo fucking early !!! & that means i won't even have time for coffee beforehand :(
i want coffee :'(

well.. exams barely started & already i feel like a wreck.. i hope i survive the coming 2 weeks..

Whiiiiiiiii

2005-06-06T21:53:00.000+02:00

i SO thought i was gonna fail, but i think i made it through the first part !
now getting through the written exam on wednesday, & all will be good
& i'll have a loooong looooong holiday
& maybe even be able to go on holiday in september (cheaaaaap)
& maybe find a summer job
god the possibilities !

:s

2005-06-05T14:49:00.000+02:00

Well.. tomorrow morning at 8.30 i'll have my oral german exam... Even though everyone keeps telling me i won't fail... i'm so afraid that i will.. & wednesday i have the written version... God i'll be so happy when it's over.. i have so much stuff left to do that it's starting to drive me crazy. I'll be incredibly happy when it's june 22nd.

AND THEN IT'S GRASPOP TIME !

Conclusion of the day

2005-06-03T21:32:00.000+02:00

I'm very much addicted to the internet.
This is a bad thing.

2005-06-02T17:25:00.000+02:00

hahahaha some things are soooo true..

hihi

2005-06-02T15:07:00.000+02:00

een decolleté is als de zon
je mag ernaar kijken
maar je mag er niet naar staren

in other news i kinda have bit of a problem.. being that i have no idea at what time my spanish exam will be.. luckily it's only in the 2nd examweek.

well well

2005-06-01T20:20:00.000+02:00

1) Project is over! now it's only stupid exams in the way of a happy holiday!

2) Graspop soon whiiiii

3) Well.. in the meanwhile i got asked to go on a date & i (of course) immediately said yes. Due to circomstances date was delayed to somewhere beginning of july..
One of the reasons i don't like planning things that far in advance (even when it's only a vague promise) is that i start thinking about it. & this made me feel not ok.. So i canceled. Like just now. & he was/is pissed. I mean.. I do wanna go out with him & have some fun & stuff (which i also told him).. But i really don't wanna go on a DATE. It sounds so... serieus... with expectations & stuff.. & i'm really not up for that..
OK i know, it's a nuance, but fuck it i'm very sensitive to that kind of shit.. i've been uncomfortable about it for like the past week & i REALLY don't want to go on a date. With anyone for all that matters.
I feel like my life is one big contradiction... FUCK THIS SHIT

BOO

2005-05-22T00:58:00.000+02:00

i have been notified of the fact that it's high time for me to post sth new

well
atm i don't have anything cheerful to say, so...

project is still going on, we have shitloads to do
i'm even not going to work tomorrow to be able to finish it all

monday will be superb.. i'll have 4 tests on 1 day.. just Great. Luckily we only have to study for one (german language lab.. *shudder* wish me luck)

then apart from that.. well, everyone's a bit tense, both students & teachers. We students for the obvious reasons of end of project & exams, teachers because lots of them will get fired soon. School's a fun place to be, absolutely..

i'll be happy when this friggin schoolyear is over

cough

2005-05-07T12:18:00.000+02:00

I have a cooold & i don't liiike iiiit no no no
i'm blowing my nose all the time & my throat hurts
plus there's sth weird going on in my ears
hm hm hm

the sneezing part is kinda fun, but not really cause of all the snot :(
*sigh*

& i have sooo much to do & i don't feel like starting on it..
gotta study voc 2000 (stupid french) & gotta finish some project stuff

well..
wish me luck

hungry

2005-05-05T12:51:00.000+02:00

i want food & i want it NOW !
BUT of course i have to wait for mom to come home..
*sigh*

sigh

2005-05-01T23:28:00.000+02:00

i said it before & i guess i'll keep saying it till the day that i die: i need a bf.. being lonely just sucks bigtime
& then i have to wonder
is it me ?
am i just too picky ?
howcome i don't fall in love ?
why can't i find someone to love me ?
i'm not such a terrible person, am i ?

2005-05-01T23:25:00.000+02:00

What's Your Stress Style?

You're a Soother. When trouble strikes, you somehow seem to avoid being hit. Those around you may encounter crises, of course — which is when you launch into action. You're best at helping others ease their stress, offering a kind word or a well-timed "everything's going to be okay." You're a walking affirmation!

Of course, wearing a smile all the time can be exhausting. We're all only human, and stress happens to the best of us — including you. When you find yourself under stress, you may have to fight the tendency to shut off the phone, crawl under the blankets, and hide from the world. But it's worth it to show your true feelings, even when they're less than upbeat. Let the people you've nurtured in the past help you out in your time of need. You deserve the attention. And tomorrow is another day! So take it easy.

Tickle Stress Test

Funny

2005-04-26T11:40:00.000+02:00

You Are 22 Years Old

22

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

What Age Do You Act?

well, apparently i act my age.. :)

De Lijn...

2005-04-25T20:10:00.000+02:00

Wij adviseren de reizigers dan ook om telkens 7 minuten op voorhand aan de halte te zijn.
"We advise travelers to be at the busstop 7 minutes in advance"

god you gotta hate busses.. nothing worse than a bus that's early..

Damn

2005-04-24T20:39:00.000+02:00

i should go to the dentist
i've been having a tooth ache for half a week or sth now & this night i even had to take a painkiller in order to sleep
sucks
i hate dentists

OMFG

2005-04-23T15:54:00.001+02:00

Your Inner European is Dutch!

Open minded and tolerant.

You're up for just about anything.

Who's Your Inner European?

ah well.. at least it's pretty close :s
not sure if i'm happy about being called dutch though

What kind of American English do i speak ?

2005-04-23T15:41:00.000+02:00

Your Linguistic Profile:

40% Yankee

30% General American English

25% Dixie

5% Upper Midwestern

0% Midwestern

What Kind of American English Do You Speak?

nightmares

2005-04-17T05:11:00.000+02:00

from watching The Ring last night.. GAH
& now i can't get back to sleep :'(

gonna go to bed again soon though

Well

2005-04-16T16:45:00.000+02:00

Actually i don't have much to say
i bought new shoes
visited my grandma in the hospital
ate

gonna go to a friend to watch "the ring" later on.
i feel sad today
don't know why

I feel betrayed.. a bit anyway

2005-04-15T21:25:00.000+02:00

Well, apparently i got "tested" again.. Some internet relation decided to "test" if i was trustworthy, & apparantly i failed. Part of the test included ignoring one of his friends for like more than a day, then making fun of him (to me, then). Thing is, i like that guy (the friend..), so i thought he should know.

I hate it when ppl "test" me.

Totally messed up my day

Well, this just helps to prove that i really gotta get a life outside of the internet.
And stop getting so attached to internet ppl

Hmm

2005-04-11T22:19:00.000+02:00

i wonder if anyone reads this

Back from London

2005-04-09T00:23:00.000+02:00

I tried to post this shit yesterday, but the stupid site just flipped on me

fortunately i was smart enough to copy the thing to wordpad

so here's the post i would have posted yesterday !

yes, you read correctly, i just got back from London.
It was Great. Really had a lot of fun. Since it's 2 am atm i'm not gonna say a lot, i'm just gonna give a list of what we did on what day (so that i don't forget myself.. :p )

Tuesday
Left by Eurostar Early Early in the morning (ok, at 9 or sth..)
Arrived in London around noon Went to eat McDonalds (what else..)
Checked into the youth hostel (St Christopher's - The Village)
Went shopping at Knightsbridge (Harrods was amazing.. loved the shoes.. too expensive though :s )
Went back to the hostel, tried to get food, but the kitchen was closed
Went a bit further in the street & had chinese (yummieee)
Spent the night in the hostel bar & met some great ppl -> Jeremy (*rrrr* Australia); Paul (hihi Australia); Luke (weird.. Nottingham); ??? (nice guy US); ??? (funny girl NZ) [forgot some names.. ah well..]
Spent like 3 hours in the chill out room since the bar closed at 2...
Went to bed around 5

Wednesday
Finally got up around 12
Had breakfast in some sandwich thingy near the hostel
Visited Tate Modern Gallery (MAGRITTE ! didn't expect to find paintings of him there)
Had pizza in some inn Visited London Dungeon (SO the coolest thing i did in london..)
Went back to the hostel bar; met Dinesh; had dinner together (god he was hyperactive.. don't know many ppl who talk that much.. sweet & attractive guy from California)
PARTIEEED HARD at N*A*S*I*N (Not Another Shit Indie Night), some weird combination of punk, rock, ska, metal, hxc (whatever it is..), emo & classics. Well, partied hard.. parties in London last from 11 pm till 2 am.. Loved it though, next time i'm in London on a wednesday, i know where to go! :D
Got back to the hostel by bus & went to bed around 3.30

Thursday
Had to get up earlyish to pack & check out of the hostel (around 9.15 am.. so early.. we checked out at 10.15, only 15 mins late..)
Left our luggage at the hostel while visiting the Textile & Fashion museum (Zanda Rhodes Museum..). Surprisingly nice!
Picked up our luggage & visited Hyde Park. Got cought by a sudden rain shower. Had lunch on a bench near the lake.
Unfortunately no one was at Speaker's Corner. Ugly park, lots of lawn, little trees... me no like...
Wanted to visit Picadilli Circus but accidentally ended up in St James Park. Much more beautiful than Hyde Park. Saw a squirrel. Got cought by another shower.
Tired.. Went to Waterloo trainstation to get sth to eat (McDonalds..) & took the Eurostar back home.

Wanna go back now

yeah yeah

2005-03-25T10:25:00.000+01:00

just wasted a perfectly good hour of my life doing nothing, learning nothing, being at school.
coffee soon.
soon !!!

(i so am not made to be up this early..)

oh & i'm not very healthy lately.. i'm eating vicks throat candies all the time.. hip hip hooray !
but i'm going to london 5th to 7th april whiii !!!

OMG OMG

2005-03-19T22:21:00.000+01:00

i know what i'm gonna do tonight !
i'm gonna play heroessssssss yesss yessssss i ammmm

whiiiiii

so fucking tired after a hard day at work.. & from too little sleep after party.. :)

so

heroes ! :D

I feel much better now

2005-03-17T01:02:00.000+01:00

just a bad day yesterday... :p

fuck life

2005-03-15T23:27:00.000+01:00

paaaarty peopleeeee

2005-03-13T04:15:00.000+01:00

yes yes i just got home from partyinggg
whiiiiiii

it was fun, first some concerts in "den drempel" in Antwerp
then some Aalmoesje

my cousin played in one of the groups doing the concert. His band was definitely best. If pics come online, i'll try to put a link in here... damn those ppl are crazy.. hihi

and now for some we..... sleep :p

whiiiiiii(kend)

2005-03-12T13:25:00.000+01:00

The essay thingy about Berlin appeared to be not at all that hard to write. Hadn't expected 200 words to be only like half a page..

I'm not the only one in my class who's getting sick & tired of the others. Steven has the same feeling of "OK, enough!". So we hang out a lot :)

I'm starting to really like interpreting course. It's fun. I got evaluated on English interpreting yesterday & the teacher gave me 5/5. She only heard my last version, but still.. 5/5 is Good! French interpreting isn't that much fun, but it's ok.. At least it's better than the other shit we do.

It sucks that the only interesting courses are on Friday. WHY ? It's a conspiracy to make sure i don't go out Thursday evenings! I'm sure of it!

Hmmm what else do I have to say? OH YES ! I'm going to London with Annelies for a few days in the Easter holidays. It'll feel sooo good to be really Away from home for a while. Yes yes, it'll be good!

If I have sth else to say.. I'll be back!

So bored

2005-03-09T16:03:00.000+01:00

I, Aardbij, am glad to announce.. my return !
And this only ONE DAY after my last post !

Not much has happened today
Got up
Got dressed & stuff
Ate
Computer (talked to Gennie again ! Had been too long !)
And here I am
Being pretty bored
While I have so much stuff to do
Really should start writing my German essay about Berlin
*sigh*

Here I am again

2005-03-08T18:30:00.000+01:00

In the meanwhile my exams (thank god) ended. Already had my grades & i PASSED THEM ALL ! go me ! (it was rather unexpected..)

Berlin was pretty nice. didn't sleep much in the week we were there. I think it helped to make more of a group of our class.. too bad i don't like groups, so i feel pretty much left out. (especially since i'm sick & tired of the bitches & assholes in my class.. urgh..)

Then holidays !
aaaaah heavenly holidays !
they were so good that i don't remember what i did..
i know that i slept a lot..
went to holland for weed..
reading..
computer..
that's about it i guess :p

And now school started again..
with a whole bunch of new subjects..
and i don't like over half of the stuff we do at school now.
taking turns in taking days off.. one week thursday, week after that tuesday, week after that wednesday.. (i'll be home tomorrow)
it's incredible how boring they're able to make this course. There's so much interesting shit to learn, but - unfortunately - they haven't figured out that THIS IS NOT IT! (especially refering to classes in MS project (2 hours in a row), MS excel & access (3 hours in a row), english (2 hours in a row & FUCKING boring).. well most stuff is pretty boring)

and now i'm thinking "why oh why did i choose to study IBC?! How could i be so stupid?!"
but well..
i'll make it

and next year i'll go study abroad for 4 weeks and do my internship (8 weeks) there too.
GOODIE !

2005-01-16T16:22:00.000+01:00

it's been a long time since i last posted, but ah well

merry xmas & happy newyear everyone

xmas was the same old boring family party shit (2 family parties.. hell)
newyear's eve was cool. went out with my bro to happy³, some party in Antwerp. Really glad we went, had fun. Nicest newyear's eve ever actually. (no throwing up, not too drunk, nobody to carry home, just plain fun)

exams started friday. shitty. i'm coming kinda close to a complete burn-out i think. can't remember having been in a real good mood for ages. i'll be glad when it's over.

not looking to much forward to berlin either. i'd rather sleep a week. but ah well. it'll be ok when we get there i guess.
& when we get back home
it's HOLIDAY TIME
yessaaah

hasta the next post

2004-12-21T15:38:00.000+01:00

i feel like shit lately

living on "i should"s.. not good.. not good at all.. the stinkin project is almost finished (FINALLY!), but unfortunately it only makes way for exams.. I DON'T WANNA!!! Luckily, after THAT there's a holiday (meaning first week of february...)

been using the tanning bed a lot lately.. not to get a tan (it's a plus, but.. nothing more), just to get Light & Heat in my body.. Surprisingly effective for chronical backaches.. gonna go again soon.. hmmm..

i'm back into one of my "i feel so fucking lonely" periods. bleh.

getting ill too.. up till now i managed to keep it limited to a cold, but i'm afraid that once the holidays start i'm gonna get REAL ill. looking forward to it

well so far my whining

more later

2004-12-18T01:28:00.000+01:00

Got rejected today.. Wasn't too unexpected, so.. it's ok.. still kinda hurts though..

2004-12-13T20:29:00.000+01:00

i have a hole in my sock & it's annoying me

apart from that..
well..
*shrug*
life goes on i guess

having some interesting chats lately
but need someone to hold
can talk to loads of ppl
but need (fysical) Attention!
urgh

2004-12-09T23:49:00.000+01:00

"In a strange way it is as melancholy to have your dreams come true as it is to see them dashed; both take away your opportunity to hope."

To all americans out there: HAPPY THANKSGIVING !

2004-11-25T19:17:00.000+01:00

just chatted with an american guy who was really really incredibly surprised that i knew thanksgiving & that ppl eat turkey..

explained that i know because of all the american series on tv here.. DEUH..

i'm european, not stupid !

HE on the other hand had never heard of Sinterklaas..

urgh

2004-11-24T01:19:00.000+01:00

feel real sucky today
woke up feeling exhausted (even after 7 hours of sleep..)
came home with a backache (ok, i sometimes have those, but not constantly like this)
now my nose started running & i started sneezing..
yeah yeah
& that just before the really busy time in school is going to start..

just had a very *cough cough* refreshing *cough cough* shower. *cough* (real coughs..)

i wish i could just stay home & sleep the day away.. but NO actually now i have to start rereading & correcting a communicationplan for my groupwork that has to be done on monday. hip hip.. hooray

oh the color shampoo thingy didn't do much (it's not a color mouse or sth used to really really color your hair, it's just a shampoo with a bit of color in it..) apparently it did get most of the leftover red from last time out of it.. used it again, so maybe now it's all out.. would be nice to have brown hair again..

Well

2004-11-19T21:15:00.000+01:00

In the mean while, as you can see, it's friday..
nothing really interesting happened this week..
stayed up way too late on monday & tuesday because of chatting with Nisse.. bastard.. well.. actually it's my own fault, but still.. bastard !
of course this made the rest of the week kinda zombie-ish..

Took a duvet day yesterday (i skipped school, just stayed nicely at home) did do some schoolwork though !

Bought a shampoo with colour thingies in it today.. just washed my hair.. curious if i'll see the result.. (hair is still wet now, so..)

& now wondering what i'll do tonight..
GOOD would be: doing homework for next week (busy, busy..)
FUN would be: going out for a drink
GREAT would be: going to party
hmmmmmmmmmmmm..

think i'll start smsing around a bit ;)

damn

2004-11-15T13:01:00.000+01:00

i've got a problem...
i have a huge crush..
which is not really a problem..
problem is that the guy is swedish..
GODDAMMIT

hm hm

2004-11-15T01:40:00.000+01:00

micha left again this afternoon, so whiii i'm back !
the visit was ok, we did lots of fun stuff.. were in antwerp a lot of the time & visited lier as well..

talked with nils a lot today.. hmm.. nice nice :)

should go to bed now, but don't really feel like it :s
school's so gonna suck tomorrow :(

bleh

these last days in short

2004-11-11T15:58:00.000+01:00

monday i SLEPT, cleaned my room a bit, unpacked my stuff, and went to take an interview from a kroatian living further in the street (school stuff..) . Especially the sleeping was a necessary thing to do...

then tuesday i had to go to school. In the morning we built a tower (!!!) in paper (it was a teamwork thingy). I noticed that i really LOVE being the leader of a group... i just can't help myself.. (not if it's about sth i think is important anyway.. otherwise i have no trouble at all being the tiny grey mouse in the background)
In the afternoon we got some explenations about the project that's going to start in 2 weeks.. Jeej.. in a way it's v exciting, in another way it makes sure that we'll have LOADS of work to do. And the promise of classes dropping to become free hours you could use the way you wanted for the project was phony! having to be somewhere obligatory is NOT what i'm used from college/uni.. GRRRRR.. it's very frustrating!
i don't think i did anything worth mentioning tuesday evening..

wednesday morning i was (planning on being) a good student. I got up early & went to mechelen to make the interview rapport with Lies. Eventually we only did part of it. The rest of the time we went to de planeet (our fav café) and we had lunch at mammy's.. incredible person, this mammy.. she loves having ppl over & cooking for them & stuffing them with as much as she can get in them.. lovely woman !
In the afternoon we had a guest lecture by Pie Tshibanda (or sth). It was really really interesting. I think i'll read his book "Un fou noir aux pays des blancs" some day soon..
In the evening I once again did nothing of importance.. watched some tv, chatted a bit, played some tnet.. the usual..

& today.. well.. i've been studying french vocabulary.. hadn't been doing it these last weeks, so i'm kinda a lot behind now.. but it's SO FUCKING BORING !!! grrr
i understand more & more why i didn't want to continue studying languages when i graduated from highschool.. i'm actually starting to miss maths !!!

in some 4 hours i'll see micha again, he'll arrive in antwerp central then..
so i won't be online the next few days..
*sigh*
my life is getting messy..

choir, rammstein & stockholm

2004-11-07T23:59:00.000+01:00

well i just got back from stockholm this evening, so i'll just post some things here in short

tuesday was choirday as well as rammsteinday
choirday was ok but not fantastic, rammstein was really really good (well the show at least, the sound could have been better)

& then wednesday i left for stockholm
we did lots of walking, went on a trip with a sightseeing bus, went out for drinks (a lot), went to party (just once) & i met nisse & some of his friends.

(after telling the entire story twice i now really don't want to type it down.. maybe later..)

& NOW i'm going to bed !
sleep will be soooo good
sleep in my own bed

god i love my bed !

2004-10-30T01:00:00.000+02:00

why doesn't anybody know trapito ???

i cleaned my room a bit today ! go me !

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jaja

Right

Once more whining

I don't want to lose my radio :(

/me goes boing boing !

Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles

OK

Mental breakdown...

Grades...

Whas wrong?

Not happy

Tomorrow, tomorrow

Oral exams..

*yawn*

Oven!

"Why Men Want Women To Be Inferior" by Virginia Woolf

I feel like shopping!

Stray thought

Right!

My favorite poem

Too fucking early..

Finally

I just googled myself...

Whoops & uh-oh..

By the way..

Studying feels so useless..

TetriNET addiction

Weird

*sigh*

Exams tomorrow..

Enlightenment

HUNGERRR

And here I am again !

Venting

o right

Hay fever

Nuit blanche or 3 hours of sleep ?

Talk about neglected...

berlin berlin

hum

bleh

hmm

o my o my

You gotta love English..

hmm

iono

Oops

Earlyyyy

Whiiiiiiiii

:s

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hihi

well well

BOO

*cough*

hungry

*sigh*

Funny

De Lijn...

Damn

OMFG

What kind of American English do i speak ?

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nightmares

Well

I feel betrayed.. a bit anyway

Hmm

Back from London

yeah yeah

OMG OMG

I feel much better now

fuck life

paaaarty peopleeeee

whiiiiiii(kend)

So bored

Here I am again

To all americans out there: HAPPY THANKSGIVING !

urgh

yawn

sigh

cough

sigh