well well

1) Project is over! now it's only stupid exams in the way of a happy holiday!

2) Graspop soon whiiiii

3) Well.. in the meanwhile i got asked to go on a date & i (of course) immediately said yes. Due to circomstances date was delayed to somewhere beginning of july..
One of the reasons i don't like planning things that far in advance (even when it's only a vague promise) is that i start thinking about it. & this made me feel not ok.. So i canceled. Like just now. & he was/is pissed. I mean.. I do wanna go out with him & have some fun & stuff (which i also told him).. But i really don't wanna go on a DATE. It sounds so... serieus... with expectations & stuff.. & i'm really not up for that..
OK i know, it's a nuance, but fuck it i'm very sensitive to that kind of shit.. i've been uncomfortable about it for like the past week & i REALLY don't want to go on a date. With anyone for all that matters.
I feel like my life is one big contradiction... FUCK THIS SHIT

BOO

i have been notified of the fact that it's high time for me to post sth new

well
atm i don't have anything cheerful to say, so...

project is still going on, we have shitloads to do
i'm even not going to work tomorrow to be able to finish it all

monday will be superb.. i'll have 4 tests on 1 day.. just Great. Luckily we only have to study for one (german language lab.. *shudder* wish me luck)

then apart from that.. well, everyone's a bit tense, both students & teachers. We students for the obvious reasons of end of project & exams, teachers because lots of them will get fired soon. School's a fun place to be, absolutely..

i'll be happy when this friggin schoolyear is over

*cough*

I have a cooold & i don't liiike iiiit no no no
i'm blowing my nose all the time & my throat hurts
plus there's sth weird going on in my ears
hm hm hm

the sneezing part is kinda fun, but not really cause of all the snot :(
*sigh*

& i have sooo much to do & i don't feel like starting on it..
gotta study voc 2000 (stupid french) & gotta finish some project stuff

well..
wish me luck

hungry

i want food & i want it NOW !
BUT of course i have to wait for mom to come home..
*sigh*

*sigh*

i said it before & i guess i'll keep saying it till the day that i die: i need a bf.. being lonely just sucks bigtime
& then i have to wonder
is it me ?
am i just too picky ?
howcome i don't fall in love ?
why can't i find someone to love me ?
i'm not such a terrible person, am i ?

What's Your Stress Style?

You're a Soother. When trouble strikes, you somehow seem to avoid being hit. Those around you may encounter crises, of course — which is when you launch into action. You're best at helping others ease their stress, offering a kind word or a well-timed "everything's going to be okay." You're a walking affirmation!

Of course, wearing a smile all the time can be exhausting. We're all only human, and stress happens to the best of us — including you. When you find yourself under stress, you may have to fight the tendency to shut off the phone, crawl under the blankets, and hide from the world. But it's worth it to show your true feelings, even when they're less than upbeat. Let the people you've nurtured in the past help you out in your time of need. You deserve the attention. And tomorrow is another day! So take it easy.


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You Are 22 Years Old

22 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

What Age Do You Act?

well, apparently i act my age.. :)

De Lijn...

Wij adviseren de reizigers dan ook om telkens 7 minuten op voorhand aan de halte te zijn.
"We advise travelers to be at the busstop 7 minutes in advance"

god you gotta hate busses.. nothing worse than a bus that's early..