it's been a long time since i last posted, but ah well

merry xmas & happy newyear everyone

xmas was the same old boring family party shit (2 family parties.. hell)
newyear's eve was cool. went out with my bro to happy³, some party in Antwerp. Really glad we went, had fun. Nicest newyear's eve ever actually. (no throwing up, not too drunk, nobody to carry home, just plain fun)

exams started friday. shitty. i'm coming kinda close to a complete burn-out i think. can't remember having been in a real good mood for ages. i'll be glad when it's over.

not looking to much forward to berlin either. i'd rather sleep a week. but ah well. it'll be ok when we get there i guess.
& when we get back home
it's HOLIDAY TIME
yessaaah

hasta the next post

i feel like shit lately

living on "i should"s.. not good.. not good at all.. the stinkin project is almost finished (FINALLY!), but unfortunately it only makes way for exams.. I DON'T WANNA!!! Luckily, after THAT there's a holiday (meaning first week of february...)

been using the tanning bed a lot lately.. not to get a tan (it's a plus, but.. nothing more), just to get Light & Heat in my body.. Surprisingly effective for chronical backaches.. gonna go again soon.. hmmm..

i'm back into one of my "i feel so fucking lonely" periods. bleh.

getting ill too.. up till now i managed to keep it limited to a cold, but i'm afraid that once the holidays start i'm gonna get REAL ill. looking forward to it

well so far my whining

more later

Got rejected today.. Wasn't too unexpected, so.. it's ok.. still kinda hurts though..

i have a hole in my sock & it's annoying me

apart from that..
well..
*shrug*
life goes on i guess

having some interesting chats lately
but need someone to hold
can talk to loads of ppl
but need (fysical) Attention!
urgh

"In a strange way it is as melancholy to have your dreams come true as it is to see them dashed; both take away your opportunity to hope."

To all americans out there: HAPPY THANKSGIVING !

just chatted with an american guy who was really really incredibly surprised that i knew thanksgiving & that ppl eat turkey..

explained that i know because of all the american series on tv here.. DEUH..

i'm european, not stupid !

HE on the other hand had never heard of Sinterklaas..

urgh

feel real sucky today
woke up feeling exhausted (even after 7 hours of sleep..)
came home with a backache (ok, i sometimes have those, but not constantly like this)
now my nose started running & i started sneezing..
yeah yeah
& that just before the really busy time in school is going to start..

just had a very *cough cough* refreshing *cough cough* shower. *cough* (real coughs..)

i wish i could just stay home & sleep the day away.. but NO actually now i have to start rereading & correcting a communicationplan for my groupwork that has to be done on monday. hip hip.. hooray


oh the color shampoo thingy didn't do much (it's not a color mouse or sth used to really really color your hair, it's just a shampoo with a bit of color in it..) apparently it did get most of the leftover red from last time out of it.. used it again, so maybe now it's all out.. would be nice to have brown hair again..

Well

In the mean while, as you can see, it's friday..
nothing really interesting happened this week..
stayed up way too late on monday & tuesday because of chatting with Nisse.. bastard.. well.. actually it's my own fault, but still.. bastard !
of course this made the rest of the week kinda zombie-ish..

Took a duvet day yesterday (i skipped school, just stayed nicely at home) did do some schoolwork though !

Bought a shampoo with colour thingies in it today.. just washed my hair.. curious if i'll see the result.. (hair is still wet now, so..)

& now wondering what i'll do tonight..
GOOD would be: doing homework for next week (busy, busy..)
FUN would be: going out for a drink
GREAT would be: going to party
hmmmmmmmmmmmm..

think i'll start smsing around a bit ;)