Want out

I was just talking to Wolfie and I came to a very big realisation. A huge realisation actually. I just discovered WHY I want to leave home so desperately. And -imagine- I'm even going to share my knowledge!

I think it's because every time I want to go out, I've got to have a reason. I want to go to the bank, I'm meeting Jen, anything, they always want to know where I'll be and how long I'll be there. And it drives me crazy. It just drives me insane. OK, I know, it's important for your safety and stuff, and it's much easier on them (they worry..), but still, I feel caged. If I say "I'm going out, nowhere in particular, don't know when I'll be back" then they say: "Now THAT's suspicious!". I really don't like this any more.. I never liked this..