i hate packing

i feel like i forgot lots of stuff, though i'm pretty sure i didn't

too bad colored contacts had to be ordered, or i would have worn them tomorrow
brown eyes <3

o

graspop day after tomorrow ! <3

had a great day, but i'm a bit bored now..

don't feel like posting much though

maybe i passed
maybe i didn't

i think i did better than the girl who had her exam before me
but i'm not sure
i'm not that good at french after all
and i couldn't really reply to the questions.. so now i wonder whether the important thing was that you could talk or that you knew what was in your course.
ah well

one more to go, access & excel
thank go we have that in the morning, i hope the room isn't too frigging hot
i melted my ass of in the train today, i was litterally dripping with sweat.. very ewie. i think i'll take a cold shower soon.. that's gonna feel sooo good!

(btw, it's about 35° outside.. in the shade.. imagine what it's like in a friggin train that's absolutely full of ppl..)

well i didn't manage to finish the reading assignment thingy yesterday
didn't manage to study everything i should have either
so now i have exactly 4 hours left to do all that crap, plus eat

wish me luck, i'll fucking need it.

it's sunday & i still haven't really studied.. which means that i only have today & tomorrow to study All my french stuff (ok i did read a part yesterday, aint that great ?).
Can't i just like lay down & die ?
or fall asleep now & wake up tuesday afternoon ? i would do that if it didn't mean doing exams again in august/september.
sooo now i'm gonna start on my reading assignment (i got up at 8.30 to start on it.. it's 11 now & guess what i did? that's right! NOTHINGGGG)
MERDE
TABARNAAAC

bleh

my legs hurt, iono why

exam this morning was ok, but not fantastic

don't wanna study french, i've kinda had it with exams, but if i don't pass now, i can do it all again & i certainly don't wanna do that..

well

life's a bitch

hmm

[15:48:08] Angelotje: hmmm
[15:48:16] Angelotje: je veux voyager beaucoup
[15:48:30] bloodysu: moi aussi :P
[15:48:31] Angelotje: parce qu'on n'apprend pas tellement beaucoup à l'école
[15:48:37] bloodysu: c'est vrai ca
[15:48:41] Angelotje: je veux vivre dans les autres pays
[15:48:50] bloodysu: mais, je ne veux pas voyager comme touriste
[15:48:57] Angelotje: et apprendre la langue par habiter là-bas
[15:48:57] bloodysu: je veux travailler dans des pays différents
[15:49:04] bloodysu: pour apprendre la culture là bas
[15:49:26] Angelotje: erm
[15:50:09] Angelotje: ok
[15:50:15] bloodysu: eheh..., mais je dois d'abord économiser un peu :)
[15:50:27] Angelotje: ah
[15:50:44] Angelotje: t'as vraiment dit exactement la meme chose en meme moment ? :S
that was just freaky...

i shaved ! go me !

o my o my

good thing i have ppl who read this thing to tell me i should post every once in a while. it's only 6 DAYS AGO that i posted the last one ! not a WHOLE WEEK ! tssk

well, exam update.. english interpreting was loooong, it's pretty hard to keep focused on listening, translating & talking at the same time for 30 mins. But it was ok. looking forward to more interpreting classes next year <3

today i had my spanish exam.. well.. i guess i passed.. iono.. not sure though.. we'll see.. i don't care to be honest.. don't like spanish all that much..

tomorrow is french interpreting exam.. don't feel like it.. don't feel like studying.. very happy that it only starts at 10am (since my last name starts with B, i'm the first in the class.. hooray.. *sigh*).. well, gotta do this one real good, since i'll most likely fail the normal french one.. not all that good at french.. & don't like it.. so.. *shrug*

apart from all this boring school stuff..
let me see..
very addicted to the internet..
not doing nearly as much (study) work as i should..
looking forward to next tuesday very much..
bought a white skirt friday.. (sometimes i amaze myself..)
i should shave..

You gotta love English..

omg my exam was so cool, i totally hadn't studied enough & stuff, but since it was an oral exam, i was like "whateverrrrr, i'll talk my way out of it". & i did. hahaha
at a certain time he actually said "what you know from the course actually isn't sufficient, but since your english is so good, i couldn't live with myself if i failed you". hahahahahahahahahahahaha

English i <3 you !

hmm

seems like this getting up early thing is starting to get a habit..
feels like i'm getting old...
or maybe i just sleep too much

iono

iono how my exam went
iono how i'm feeling
iono what's wrong with me
iono why i sleep so much & still feel like a wreck
iono why i have this feeling of impending doom

i just.. don't.. know..

Oops

My exam is in like 2,5 hours & i did nothing of revising or anything (it was the plan to do that...), so it might turn out to be rather disastrous. I'm hoping for my "language feeling" to be my salvation. I'll work around it.. (or try to at least :p ) & i'll revise my tenses on the train.. that'll have to do..
anyway
wish me luck *g*

Earlyyyy

I got up like an hour ago (very early for me !!) & i should start studying for tomorrow's exam. I DON'T WANNA !!! (what else is new..)

I found out what time my spanish exam is yesterday... it's at 8.30 AM... sooooo fucking early !!! & that means i won't even have time for coffee beforehand :(
i want coffee :'(

well.. exams barely started & already i feel like a wreck.. i hope i survive the coming 2 weeks..

Whiiiiiiiii

i SO thought i was gonna fail, but i think i made it through the first part !
now getting through the written exam on wednesday, & all will be good
& i'll have a loooong looooong holiday
& maybe even be able to go on holiday in september (cheaaaaap)
& maybe find a summer job
god the possibilities !

:s

Well.. tomorrow morning at 8.30 i'll have my oral german exam... Even though everyone keeps telling me i won't fail... i'm so afraid that i will.. & wednesday i have the written version... God i'll be so happy when it's over.. i have so much stuff left to do that it's starting to drive me crazy. I'll be incredibly happy when it's june 22nd.

AND THEN IT'S GRASPOP TIME !

Conclusion of the day

I'm very much addicted to the internet.
This is a bad thing.

hahahaha some things are soooo true..

hihi

een decolleté is als de zon
je mag ernaar kijken
maar je mag er niet naar staren

in other news i kinda have bit of a problem.. being that i have no idea at what time my spanish exam will be.. luckily it's only in the 2nd examweek.

well well

1) Project is over! now it's only stupid exams in the way of a happy holiday!

2) Graspop soon whiiiii

3) Well.. in the meanwhile i got asked to go on a date & i (of course) immediately said yes. Due to circomstances date was delayed to somewhere beginning of july..
One of the reasons i don't like planning things that far in advance (even when it's only a vague promise) is that i start thinking about it. & this made me feel not ok.. So i canceled. Like just now. & he was/is pissed. I mean.. I do wanna go out with him & have some fun & stuff (which i also told him).. But i really don't wanna go on a DATE. It sounds so... serieus... with expectations & stuff.. & i'm really not up for that..
OK i know, it's a nuance, but fuck it i'm very sensitive to that kind of shit.. i've been uncomfortable about it for like the past week & i REALLY don't want to go on a date. With anyone for all that matters.
I feel like my life is one big contradiction... FUCK THIS SHIT