/me goes boing boing !

In case the title's not enough for you... I'm whiiiiiiii happyyyy for some reason, and actually have been for the last couple of days. You see, no news is good news ;)

/me goes boing boing some more !

Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles

Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
Heroes in a half-shell
Turtle power!

They're the world's most fearsome fighting team (We're really hip!)
They're heroes in a half-shell and they're green (Hey - get a grip!)
When the evil Shredder attacks
These Turtle boys don't cut him no slack!

Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles

Splinter taught them to be ninja teens (He's a radical rat!)
Leonardo leads, Donatello does machines (That's a fact, Jack!)
Raphael is cool but crude (Gimme a break!)
Michaelangelo is a party dude (Party!)

Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
Heroes in a half shell
Turtle power!


AND there's going to be an animated movie ! whiiiiii

OK

I've had the worst of the breakdown. The rest will solve itself in time.

Now just hope I don't come down with the flue in the meanwhile...

Mental breakdown...

... like now

I hate this.

Grades...

At the time I got 2 grades back: I scored 9,5/20 on my 1st year Dutch course (I knew I'd either pass barely or fail barely) and 7/20 on my 2nd year German-Dutch translating exam, which is pretty good seeing as we had to study vocabulary (1/3 of the points) & I had no idea..

So, so far I'm not complaining!

Whas wrong?

It's kind of hard to explain why I'm not happy.. I know I have very little reason to be unhappy, but well, here I am, not being happy anyway.. It's a combination of little things I guess..

First there's school, which is demanding to say the least, combined with the not feeling in place in any of the groups there, as I constantly skip from group to group.
Then there's the financial troubles (not only my own personal troubles - I'm slowly getting as broke as it gets - but also the ones my parents are having being laid off & retired with two studying kids & a mortgage to pay) combined with the fact that I should start looking for a job but am too lazy & am not up for it right now due to all the work for school I should be doing.
Thirdly we have my mom & best friend not being too happy either at the moment.
Also in the last few years I started getting winter depressions due to a lack of light or whatever.
It's also important for me to claim my life back from the big monster called sleep. My body's not happy with "just" 8 hours any more, it wants 10 or 11 & even then I don't feel completely awake. (I'm hoping sports will solve this one for me.)
And to top it off (how cliche to write this on valentine's day..) I'm single.

If it were just one of them I'd be perfectly able to deal with it, but as it is, it's a bit too much..

Not happy

I'm not happy, blog. Not Happy.

That's all I have to say at the moment