i feel like shit lately

living on "i should"s.. not good.. not good at all.. the stinkin project is almost finished (FINALLY!), but unfortunately it only makes way for exams.. I DON'T WANNA!!! Luckily, after THAT there's a holiday (meaning first week of february...)

been using the tanning bed a lot lately.. not to get a tan (it's a plus, but.. nothing more), just to get Light & Heat in my body.. Surprisingly effective for chronical backaches.. gonna go again soon.. hmmm..

i'm back into one of my "i feel so fucking lonely" periods. bleh.

getting ill too.. up till now i managed to keep it limited to a cold, but i'm afraid that once the holidays start i'm gonna get REAL ill. looking forward to it

well so far my whining

more later

Got rejected today.. Wasn't too unexpected, so.. it's ok.. still kinda hurts though..

i have a hole in my sock & it's annoying me

apart from that..
well..
*shrug*
life goes on i guess

having some interesting chats lately
but need someone to hold
can talk to loads of ppl
but need (fysical) Attention!
urgh

"In a strange way it is as melancholy to have your dreams come true as it is to see them dashed; both take away your opportunity to hope."

To all americans out there: HAPPY THANKSGIVING !

just chatted with an american guy who was really really incredibly surprised that i knew thanksgiving & that ppl eat turkey..

explained that i know because of all the american series on tv here.. DEUH..

i'm european, not stupid !

HE on the other hand had never heard of Sinterklaas..

urgh

feel real sucky today
woke up feeling exhausted (even after 7 hours of sleep..)
came home with a backache (ok, i sometimes have those, but not constantly like this)
now my nose started running & i started sneezing..
yeah yeah
& that just before the really busy time in school is going to start..

just had a very *cough cough* refreshing *cough cough* shower. *cough* (real coughs..)

i wish i could just stay home & sleep the day away.. but NO actually now i have to start rereading & correcting a communicationplan for my groupwork that has to be done on monday. hip hip.. hooray


oh the color shampoo thingy didn't do much (it's not a color mouse or sth used to really really color your hair, it's just a shampoo with a bit of color in it..) apparently it did get most of the leftover red from last time out of it.. used it again, so maybe now it's all out.. would be nice to have brown hair again..

Well

In the mean while, as you can see, it's friday..
nothing really interesting happened this week..
stayed up way too late on monday & tuesday because of chatting with Nisse.. bastard.. well.. actually it's my own fault, but still.. bastard !
of course this made the rest of the week kinda zombie-ish..

Took a duvet day yesterday (i skipped school, just stayed nicely at home) did do some schoolwork though !

Bought a shampoo with colour thingies in it today.. just washed my hair.. curious if i'll see the result.. (hair is still wet now, so..)

& now wondering what i'll do tonight..
GOOD would be: doing homework for next week (busy, busy..)
FUN would be: going out for a drink
GREAT would be: going to party
hmmmmmmmmmmmm..

think i'll start smsing around a bit ;)

damn

i've got a problem...
i have a huge crush..
which is not really a problem..
problem is that the guy is swedish..
GODDAMMIT

hm hm

micha left again this afternoon, so whiii i'm back !
the visit was ok, we did lots of fun stuff.. were in antwerp a lot of the time & visited lier as well..

talked with nils a lot today.. hmm.. nice nice :)

should go to bed now, but don't really feel like it :s
school's so gonna suck tomorrow :(

bleh

these last days in short

monday i SLEPT, cleaned my room a bit, unpacked my stuff, and went to take an interview from a kroatian living further in the street (school stuff..) . Especially the sleeping was a necessary thing to do...

then tuesday i had to go to school. In the morning we built a tower (!!!) in paper (it was a teamwork thingy). I noticed that i really LOVE being the leader of a group... i just can't help myself.. (not if it's about sth i think is important anyway.. otherwise i have no trouble at all being the tiny grey mouse in the background)
In the afternoon we got some explenations about the project that's going to start in 2 weeks.. Jeej.. in a way it's v exciting, in another way it makes sure that we'll have LOADS of work to do. And the promise of classes dropping to become free hours you could use the way you wanted for the project was phony! having to be somewhere obligatory is NOT what i'm used from college/uni.. GRRRRR.. it's very frustrating!
i don't think i did anything worth mentioning tuesday evening..

wednesday morning i was (planning on being) a good student. I got up early & went to mechelen to make the interview rapport with Lies. Eventually we only did part of it. The rest of the time we went to de planeet (our fav café) and we had lunch at mammy's.. incredible person, this mammy.. she loves having ppl over & cooking for them & stuffing them with as much as she can get in them.. lovely woman !
In the afternoon we had a guest lecture by Pie Tshibanda (or sth). It was really really interesting. I think i'll read his book "Un fou noir aux pays des blancs" some day soon..
In the evening I once again did nothing of importance.. watched some tv, chatted a bit, played some tnet.. the usual..

& today.. well.. i've been studying french vocabulary.. hadn't been doing it these last weeks, so i'm kinda a lot behind now.. but it's SO FUCKING BORING !!! grrr
i understand more & more why i didn't want to continue studying languages when i graduated from highschool.. i'm actually starting to miss maths !!!

in some 4 hours i'll see micha again, he'll arrive in antwerp central then..
so i won't be online the next few days..
*sigh*
my life is getting messy..

choir, rammstein & stockholm

well i just got back from stockholm this evening, so i'll just post some things here in short

tuesday was choirday as well as rammsteinday
choirday was ok but not fantastic, rammstein was really really good (well the show at least, the sound could have been better)

& then wednesday i left for stockholm
we did lots of walking, went on a trip with a sightseeing bus, went out for drinks (a lot), went to party (just once) & i met nisse & some of his friends.

(after telling the entire story twice i now really don't want to type it down.. maybe later..)

& NOW i'm going to bed !
sleep will be soooo good
sleep in my own bed

god i love my bed !

why doesn't anybody know trapito ???

i cleaned my room a bit today ! go me !

Back to blogging

After having abandoned my blog for a livejournal, i think i'll be coming back to my "roots". the reasons why i wanted a livejournal now don't matter any more (neither possibilities nor ppl).

So here i am again !

i'm not going to try to make up for the time i lost here, just going on from now.

SO
tomorrow is the last day before the autumn holidays. FINALLY. i know i shouldn't be, but i'm totally fed up with school. Don't feel like doing all the homework, don't feel like studying the lot. but i'll manage i guess. i kinda really have to.. & want to..

in happier news i've got lots of cool stuff planned for the coming weeks :D
saturday i'll go to a concert in hof ter loo (THERION - tristania - trail of tears)
tuesday i'll go to a concert in "het Sportpaleis" (RAMMSTEIN !!!!!) after a "choir day" (they convinced me to come by mentioning pancakes & waffles.. jk ;) )
and wednesday.. i'm going to STOCKHOLM with my cousin for the rest of the week !! whiiii !!! gonna meet some internet ppl there too :)
so sunday i'll be back home..
monday is a "free" day (do have to interview a foreign person living & working in belgium..)
tuesday & wednesday are school days (though it's just a day and a half)
& then from thursday to sunday michael will come over ! :D (i visited him this summer)
soooo those are 2 very nice weeks :D

whoeeehoeeeeee !

*wave*

This is my last post

If you still want to keep track of my life, visit my livejournal

It's just no fun, keeping track of both

I wonder..

.. how many people would actually be happy to be rid of me..

Total experience

I went for a drink (and a joint) with Johan yesterday. Real nice. And when I got home I realized this: going for a drink with Johan is all kinds of conversations packed in one. One moment you're close to tears, next moment you can't stop laughing, five minutes after that it's suddenly very philosophical and some time later it's just.. well.. ridiculous. :D
Jaja.. Yesterday was a good day again :)

Want out

I was just talking to Wolfie and I came to a very big realisation. A huge realisation actually. I just discovered WHY I want to leave home so desperately. And -imagine- I'm even going to share my knowledge!

I think it's because every time I want to go out, I've got to have a reason. I want to go to the bank, I'm meeting Jen, anything, they always want to know where I'll be and how long I'll be there. And it drives me crazy. It just drives me insane. OK, I know, it's important for your safety and stuff, and it's much easier on them (they worry..), but still, I feel caged. If I say "I'm going out, nowhere in particular, don't know when I'll be back" then they say: "Now THAT's suspicious!". I really don't like this any more.. I never liked this..

Gotta love the weather

Just had the funnest, relaxedest, nicest three days of this year so far :D

Beyond explaining.. ;)

want to know more? ask me.. :)

"De lampjes"

"de lampjes van pixar"

This is one of my earliest television memories.. I've told so many people about this already, and nobody seems to know it. So go take a look a see for yourself ! In my opinion it's one of the funniest movies ever. Go pixar !

I'm so happy !!! I thought I'd never see it again !!! Whieeeeee !!!

Woehoe !

Exam was rediculously easy
again :)
I just LOVE the way she makes her exams :D

And now 2 days nothing, then a presentation that we'll do for the second time (so that should be fine), and then an english exam

SO: holidays just started !! Yihaaaaa !!

Yesterday was a black day
so sorry for that
& totally misread jen, she was just stoned :)

hmm anything else?
don't feel like doing exam tomorrow.. but guess I'll have to.. wish me luck !
and it appears that we're on smallband again.. long live limits grm..

ah well..

I've got no life

For the so maniest time I realise that I have no life. Only thing I do is go to school, go out every once in a while with far too little people to my liking, try to be well-liked, avoid being the class' pisspole and sing in a choir where every week I have the distinct feeling of being superfluous. I wonder if I can find a job that I love so much that it'll keep me going. Wouldn't know what to do with my life if I don't.

Got to study, but had to be in Lier this afternoon
so went to Lier
Ran into Jen
didn't seem happy to see me
wonder why...

My day in a nutshell

Didn't sleep well
Presentation was ok
Spent lots of money
Long live 'academisch kwartiertje', last hour no classes
Ate home-made french fries
Went for a drink with lotte

Hmm..

How could I describe today.. Hmm.. Difficult question.. Today was a stupid day, filled with schoolwork.. Which of course made the day a not so pleasant one..
And then there was the question with the rings.. About a month ago I ordered 2 rings in a tiny store in Lier. They were ready today. I went to pick them up & pay the second part & then I realised that they had made a mistake in ordering, and they had made the rings the wrong size (they just switched them I guess..) But in the meanwhile I was in such a hurry to catch my train that I had no time to argue, paid & took off. A decision I now regret. But well, maybe, if I'm lucky, very very lucky, I might be able to trade them for the right sizes. I really hope so..
This might well be the last time that I buy jewelery. I just hate it. Every time something goes wrong. Blast it.
And now I'm finally off to bed. Got to get up early tomorrow to prepare my presentation. Exciting.. But also so extremely boring..

Ah well..

I am weak

Well, you could say that today is the day that I started smoking again.. Damn, I'm so really terribly weak.. But I'll stop again right now! There! Djeez & here I thought the hard part was over.. Biggest problem are people that actually do give you a cigarette, although they know you stopped smoking.. But well, can't blame them.. Damn damn damn !

Now I'll have to start all over again.. Grr..

Hmm.. Apparently forgot to mention that this morning's exam was real easy :D
Moehahaha :D
I want more of those ;)

Well I'm in English class again, and I must say, it's quite boring. Extra reason for boringness: msn does not work. the bastard. just when i need it the most, it doesn't work. grr... I wish I was at home at the moment, having a splendid holiday and all... would be REALLY great.. and actually.. hmm.. damn.. french lab tomorrow.. was thinking about just not going, but I guess I'll have to.. stupid french.. GRR

Scheisse fuck it all !

Hmpf !

(PS: in the meanwhile msn works. Jeej ! )

Today is NOT a good day

Today just sucks. Don't feel like elaborating. It just sucks.. Hmpf

hmm.. I'm so totally hyperactive today.. guess why.. YES you guessed right ! TOO MUCH COFFEE!!! *sigh* but oh well.. job intervieuw was nice altogether. Had to make a phonecall, scored 5/5 for English, 4/5 for French and 3/5 for German and Spanish in the language test and did some pc thingies that were quite simple. Jeej ! I REALLY hope I get the job !

And now.. Well.. Holland here I come ! :p

This morning's post (was at jobbeurs and didn't have time to put it here as well.. not that it matters much)
I'm at a jobbeurs at the moment, waiting to do some test with the program they work with here. I want to get it over with and go to the coffee-room!! Need coffee!! It's much too early to be here without having drank my dear morning coffee. That gets such a habit, it's almost as bad as smoking.

short

made my french presentation but didn't have to do it for some obscure reason. Am sick of English classes. So fucking boring !

This evening went to cinema with jen, joke, tony & lieve. Saw 'Cold Mountain'. Not bad. But not for seeing again.

Busy day tomorrow. Got to get up even earlier than today, to a 'jobbeurs' for a student job in the morning. Wanted to go in afternoon, but have to go to work. In the evening (hopefully) Holland with Jen & Karen. Hopefully. Need weed to forget sigarets.

Bollie gone again. Has such a busy life. Ts ts ts..

So now I'm off to bed.

Night all!

ow & got some grades back from dutch: 32/40 for my vocabulary test and 8/10 for my letterwriting. I'm GOOOOOOD!

Backaches combined with various tests and no weed ruin your day.

On the good side: seems as I'm quite a good letter-writer, since english teacher reads my letters out loud while I'm off to the bathroom..

Since I don't feel like learning, I decided to update. I SHOULD be learning 20 pages of German vocabulary. FUCKING BORING !! I'm at page 2 at the moment by the way..
The rest of the day was kinda nice. I got to sleep in (aaaaaaaaaaaaaaah the simple joy of sleeping !), so I only got up at 12.. This means that by the time I got downstairs it was time for lunch. Jeej ! Food ! Then I took a really nice long shower.. Hmmm.. so nice.. I'd like a bath for a change though :s (for those of you who don't know: We don't have a bath at home, just a shower..) Well after the shower I gave my hair opportunity to dry (don't feel like getting ill, really) before I left for the hairdresser and the bank. Hairdresser because I wanted to ask how much it would cost me to get my hair straight, now it's all curly, and bank because I wanted to know how awfully bad my finances really are at the moment. Well, the hairdresser told me that it'd be better not to have my hair made straight because it would look all dry and after all I'd have much more trouble with it, having to brush it & all.. didn't quite look forward to that.. on top of that it would cost me 112 euro's.. so no thank you, I'll keep it curly ! But I AM going to color it black ! I've been wanting that for so long already, so I'm thinking easter holiday.. yes yes.. perfect.. Hmm I'm drifting.. back to today :p I went to the bank.. and I saw.. that I have Lots more money then I thought I had ! HAHA ! I'm a Very happy person ! I forgot about the warrant that sunparcs still had to pay me back, and which was 87 euro's. I'm so incredibly happy !!!

Well, so far today !

School sucks. That's all I've got to say at the moment

GOOD NEWS !

Forgot to mention, and this is really good news, cause it saves me 8,5 euro's: SOMEONE FOUND MY BUZZYPAZZ AND WAS SO SWEET TO COME PUT IT IN MY MAILBOX YESTERDAY!!! Thank you so very incredibly much anonymous benefactor !

Days of my life

Hmm let me think.. what happened these last few days..
Sunday.. I went to work.. And in the evening.. Dunno.. Prolly D2 again..
Monday.. Yesterday.. went to school.. Had boring classes.. Had to stay till 6.. went home.. ate.. was too tired to go fitnessing.. made homework while chatting.. stupid presentation for our Europe-project (which is a group-work, and problem is, one half of the group has higher standards & a different working method than the other, just guess which..).. Wrote a letter for Dutch.. Went to sleep far too late
Tuesday.. Today.. Got up at time (auch).. Went to the busstop.. Waited for 15 minutes.. Missed train because bus was late.. Went back home.. Left again.. Arrived (of course) an hour late.. Never got to give in the Dutch letter I so nicely wrote.. Guess I'll do that Thursday.. Gave presentation.. Wasn't wonderful, wasn't bad.. Wasn't for lots of marks, so that's no prob for me.. Had to listen to bunch of other presentations.. Then listened to guest-speaker.. Was boring.. Finally got out of school (at 5.45..).. Went to de Planeet (pub).. Drank a geuze with Siemon.. Went to the choir.. Sang.. Went back to de Planeet.. Drank some more.. Took the train with Ragna.. Sang.. Took the bus.. Talked to Stijntje (who was on the bus).. Came home.. Turned on the computer.. Well, here I am..

So far my days.. And apologies for the momentary lack of enthusiasm

By the way

Never thought this would happen (so soon), but wednesday I stopped smoking. Mind you, just the cigarettes! Joints are of a totally different matter!
Didn't have much choice, I was smoking myself broke. Need money! Lots of it! NOW!!!
Now the real question.. How long will I keep it up this time?...

Nicknames, stolen from San, who stole it from others

Liked the idea.. So here we go :)

If you call me Anja, you could be anybody..

If you call me Anjake, eather you're trying to make me feel small or you knew me by that nick Years ago (which is very unlikely).

If you call me Ang, you're my brother (who actually uses it most), my mom or dad (who really do use it!), or a real close friend (most likely Jen)

If you call me Ange, you're definitely San.. bastard.. IT'S WITHOUT THE E !!!

If you call me Aardbij, you haven't seen me in a while. I've got a new nick now.

If you call me Aardblij, you're probably Witlof.

If you call me Aarsbrij it's been a long time since I saw you (luckily). I'm probably still quite upset about that.. :p

If you call me Aardbei you are certain that I made a spelling mistake, or you found out that I don't like being called fruit. Damn you !

If you call me fruit, you're just pestering me.

If you call me favo fruit, fruitje, trees or beze, you're probably D/Gen. Love you too bollie :p

If you call me Angelotje you're really new to my msn most likely. Well actually nobody calls me that :) Maybe later

If you call me slet, you're colle. Stop doing that btw. Not nice, you trut.

If you call me ons zus, you're my brother, my mom or my dad (yeah, I know, not completely logical)

How could I forget..

.. to mention that my bollie's home again ! Jeej !

Yesterday & next week

Well I really was planning to update daily, but apparently I already failed. Guess I'll update when I feel like it ;)
Yesterday was Sebas' (and 3 other people's that I've just seen every once in a while, never talked to or anything) birthday party. I was feeling rather crappy so I actually didn't really want to go. But I had promised Sebas I'd be there, and I told my cousin to meet me there. So I just went (without bothering to change into going out clothes and all) with the plan to just take the last bus home. I did take that bus. But I never saw my cousin. The bastard. Normally when you decide to do something else I think you should tell that person at least an hour in front. AT LEAST. It takes me an hour to get there you know ! And well, normally Jen would've come too, but she's feeling even crappier than I am.. So I was there, all by myself, in my normal clothes, while everyone else was dressed in the blackest black & all.. I quite cursed myself for a while. Luckily there was this girl I'd talked to before, so I wasn't ALL alone. I knew Kelly & David would be there as well, but they arrived kinda late.. about 20 minutes before I had to leave to get my bus.. bleh.. not so nice an evening.. but oh well..

And this week will be no fun at all.. I've got 2 tests and 2 presentations.. Goddammit ! I don't wanna ! This is no fun at all !

But off to work it is I guess..

Laterz

msn is just not the same without my bollie :(

I SLEPT FOR MORE THAN 12 HOURS THIS NIGHT !!!

I'm a happy person ! :D

On the down side: got a huge test tomorrow & I'm still nowhere with the 'learning process'. But seeing as it's dutch I don't quite make such a big fuss about it :)

Wish me luck anyway ;)

funny

growyourownshit

Make my weed grow !!

Today...

Well since I forgot the joint (silly me) it was coffee & book all morning.. Nice..
Afternoon was boring.. Finished reading my book during 'bedrijfsmanagement'. Not so nice. Nothing to read on train. Plus all batteries were down. So no music. Dammit. French.. well what can I say.. plain old boring. English.. frustrating. but msn-ish.
In other news lost my buzzy pass today. Dammit. Usually it's Jen who loses stuf. Must be rubbing off on me. Bad influence..
So far today

So tired now

Yesterday was a good day!
First I had to go to work REAL early, but that worked out fine, kinda had a hyperactive day apparently. Problem was, when I got home I still was hyper. Not good, since I wanted to sleep a few hours in the afternoon to manage the night that I new would be Hard. So no sleep in the afternoon, too bad. I left for Antwerp at about 4, and was there at about 5. Jen and me went to 'A la carta' then, a small italian restaurant that serves real good pastas. Njammie ! We enjoyed :D
After the food we left for Metropolis. I had almost forgotten how good it was !! Even better than I remembered !! Can't wait to see the extended version :D
At about 11.30 the movie ended. *snif* always a sad moment. So we took a bus back to the center and went Aalmoesje. Normally Aalmoesje is fun, especially now, since there were so many people I know. Only problem.. Can you guess? I was dead tired.. Which of course made the entire evening not so very fun.. Normally I had my first bus back home at 7.15.. We didn't make that.. At 5.20 we (jen & me) took the train to kontich and I just stayed at her place. But now I'm longing for my own bed ! AAAAAAH that will feel so good ! Today close to nothing happend.. Nothing worth telling anyway.. So I'll leave it at this..
Damn.. I'm wondering whether to go to my classes tomorrow morning.. Word.. boring.. book.. hmm.. guess it'll be a morning for coffee & book :D oeh I could take a joint with me.. a morning for coffee joint & book.. v v v tempting..
Oh well, I'll see..

Well that's about it for now...

*the end*

Bored on a fridaynight

It's fridaynight.. just 9 PM.. and I'm sitting here in my rooming thinking "what could I DO?" Thing is, gotta go to work tomorrow morning.. REAL early.. gotta be there at 5.30 (yes, AM..) So I won't be up too long any more. Already had too little sleep this week, so tonight I'm gonna force myself to go to bed at 10. Won't be a problem I think, I'm already dead tired. I didn't even do my entire fitness program this afternoon, because I was yawning all the time. And now.. well.. I'm yawning :p
about time to go to bed I think.. Maybe it wouldn't be so bad to turn in right away.. I've got nothing to do anyway, there are hardly any people online and I don't think that I can keep my mind on reading. Although I'm terribly curious what's going to happen next.. But still.. Too damn tired.. Well, that's what you get for turning in late during the week..
But tomorrow will be a good day.. first making some money, then sleeping (jeej, more sleeping), then going to eat something in Antwerp, then going to the movies (LotR 3 for the second time !! Finally !!), then going for a drink (prolly in Noord.. :) ) and last but not least.. PARTY ALL NIGHT LONG !!! MOEHAHAHA !!! Fun Fun Fun :D

So I think I'll really go to bed now :)

Nighty night all ;)

PS: D/Gen's gone for like 5 hours & I already miss him.. Something's fundamentally wrong here :)

English classes

You know, the good thing about english classes is that we get to use a computer. The better part about english classes is that we recently found a way of installing msn on our school computers. Jeej !

That's like the only reason I'm online at the moment. Actually we have to read some dull text about people who got the sack, and how they lived with it. Great. I don't even have a job yet and they're already preparing me for being unemployed...

Sometimes I wonder.. what the hell am I doing here on a friday afternoon ? Why didn't I go home like a normal person ? Why, why, why ???

But, thing is, I'm here now, so I better make the best of it...

Long live msn !

I had food !

I'm a happy person again :)
kinda :p

I've got such a terrible weekend ahead of me.. so damn busy.. got class tomorrow (so unfair, since gennie's going on holidays.. I WANT TO GO ON HOLIDAYS !), then I've got to go to bed early.. going to bed early on a friday.. wonder what time it'll be before I get to sleep.. but anyways I've got to work saturday.. I start at 5.30.. AM.. (reason that I have to go to sleep early) *sigh*
And then I'm going to SLEEP all afternoon long !! well probably most of it anyway.. Then in the evening I've got lots of things to do.. I'm going to see LotR 3 for the second time (Jeej !).. then we're going for a drink (more jeej!).. and then I'm gonna party all night long !!! :D:D:D (jeejest of all, naturally)
So sunday I think I'll sleep
And I need to study
Big test on thursday
Stupid dutch words
*sigh*
But again
I'll live

Hungry

I'm hungry. Need food. Need food now. NOW I TELL YOU !

Well now that I've got that out of my system.. Today wasn't such an interesting day actually.. Let me think, what did I do.. Well I went to school.. REAL early.. I had 3 really boring classes in the morning (but I did make "très jolies phrases" in french), followed by a noon break of 3 hours (in which Lies & I made our homework for the last 2 lessons of the day, meaning learning our german words and writing our english letter and we ate of course, and were joined by Els for a while, was very nice to see her again) and then of course.. the last 2 lessons.. and then.. THEN.. I took the train home! Imagine! And I had to wait for my bus for 20 fucking minutes, while she usually gets there after 5.. Oh well, I got home, happy me.

And NOW it's time for food

That's all folks!

Last one for today

Well just got back from fitness. It was quite nice, except the fact that again it took me 2 hours to finish my program.. and that after I asked to make me a shorter one.. I really don't know how I do it.. And it's not that I take too long breaks either.. frustrating.. maybe it's because that cute guy was there? but then again, don't see how that should affect time.. Oh well, I guess I'll have to learn to deal with it :)
In other news: I didn't make any of the homework that's due tomorrow.. damn.. luckily I've got 3 hours of midday break in which I can do that :) jeej !
And I think that now 's a good time to go to sleep, got to get up at 7.. Bleh.. I want a nice long holiday (3 months should be lovely)
Hasta mañana !

Sometimes...

sometimes I wonder.. why the hell doesn't everything work as it's supposed to ? I install a count thingie, guess what, everyone can see it's there! ... except me ofcourse.. GRRRRRR
sometimes I drive me crazy

Nice

The point of no return...
want it in my living room when i go solo
definitely
all over the wall

Goodmorning...

At this moment I'm awake for about an hour.. but I have been awake before that.. unfortunately.. My parents were out when some woman called to talk to my dad about extra invitations for some thing or another (my dad's in our town's cultural council). Try explaining that you don't know anything about what she needs to know.. It took me over 5 minutes (which is a long time on the phone for me) to find out her name and telephone number so dad could just ring her back. I was so terribly pissed. Fortunately I got back to sleep quite easily. But still.. she ruined my morning ! I was so much looking forward to SLEEPING. Hmpf..
Well, so far my day.. maybe I'll post some more later, maybe not

My very first

First of all: thanks for making this thingie for me bollie ! (sometimes.. i really feel stupid :p )

Second of all, it being the second of march and all: happy birthday beeb ! (21.. go you !)

I'm incredibly tired at the moment actually, I only slept like 5 hours this night (which is, of course, not enough for me) and I had to go to school.. Quite boring actually..
Then this evening I had choire rehearsal. We started on 2 new songs, a Norwegian one and an English one, both quite beautiful and just as confusing (being with only about 10 in the entire choire and having to sing in 4 different voices). It was quite nice though. I love singing (yes, I know that it doesn't sound as good as it should, since everyone always begs me to stop, but welll..)
Afterwards we went to the pub (deuh) and we played cards. Jeej ! I love playing cards :D Too bad that only 15 min after we started wiezen (dunno what it's called in English) everybody suddenly left.. I was sad.. Especially since some already left, including Ragna, a friend of mine that takes the same train. So it was a lonely ride home. I lived!

Skipped 2 classes today.. Should improve my life.. Don't feel like it though.. Shame on me..

And now that mom & dad are safely in their bed, it's about time to smoke. Jeej!

(just got hickups, damn, hope it passes soon)

So far for now

Laterzz

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