i feel like shit lately

living on "i should"s.. not good.. not good at all.. the stinkin project is almost finished (FINALLY!), but unfortunately it only makes way for exams.. I DON'T WANNA!!! Luckily, after THAT there's a holiday (meaning first week of february...)

been using the tanning bed a lot lately.. not to get a tan (it's a plus, but.. nothing more), just to get Light & Heat in my body.. Surprisingly effective for chronical backaches.. gonna go again soon.. hmmm..

i'm back into one of my "i feel so fucking lonely" periods. bleh.

getting ill too.. up till now i managed to keep it limited to a cold, but i'm afraid that once the holidays start i'm gonna get REAL ill. looking forward to it

well so far my whining

more later

Got rejected today.. Wasn't too unexpected, so.. it's ok.. still kinda hurts though..

i have a hole in my sock & it's annoying me

apart from that..
well..
*shrug*
life goes on i guess

having some interesting chats lately
but need someone to hold
can talk to loads of ppl
but need (fysical) Attention!
urgh

"In a strange way it is as melancholy to have your dreams come true as it is to see them dashed; both take away your opportunity to hope."