i feel like shit lately

living on "i should"s.. not good.. not good at all.. the stinkin project is almost finished (FINALLY!), but unfortunately it only makes way for exams.. I DON'T WANNA!!! Luckily, after THAT there's a holiday (meaning first week of february...)

been using the tanning bed a lot lately.. not to get a tan (it's a plus, but.. nothing more), just to get Light & Heat in my body.. Surprisingly effective for chronical backaches.. gonna go again soon.. hmmm..

i'm back into one of my "i feel so fucking lonely" periods. bleh.

getting ill too.. up till now i managed to keep it limited to a cold, but i'm afraid that once the holidays start i'm gonna get REAL ill. looking forward to it

well so far my whining

more later