well well

1) Project is over! now it's only stupid exams in the way of a happy holiday!

2) Graspop soon whiiiii

3) Well.. in the meanwhile i got asked to go on a date & i (of course) immediately said yes. Due to circomstances date was delayed to somewhere beginning of july..
One of the reasons i don't like planning things that far in advance (even when it's only a vague promise) is that i start thinking about it. & this made me feel not ok.. So i canceled. Like just now. & he was/is pissed. I mean.. I do wanna go out with him & have some fun & stuff (which i also told him).. But i really don't wanna go on a DATE. It sounds so... serieus... with expectations & stuff.. & i'm really not up for that..
OK i know, it's a nuance, but fuck it i'm very sensitive to that kind of shit.. i've been uncomfortable about it for like the past week & i REALLY don't want to go on a date. With anyone for all that matters.
I feel like my life is one big contradiction... FUCK THIS SHIT